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Jul. 1st, 2025 02:21 pm
my name is Miriam Iscah Gelb. I am a trans Jewish writer who lives in the so-called United States. This will be my rambles journal, particularly involving me arranging my thoughts on literature, especially modernism, postmodernism, and horror.

you can look at what i'm reading on LibraryThing.

In:
- Clarice Lispector
- James Joyce
- Renee Vivien
- Marcel Proust
- Miklos Szentkuthy
- Susan Taubes
- Edith Wharton
- Bruno Schulz
- Djuna Barnes

Out:
- Monique Wittig
- Natalie Clifford Barney
- Samuel Beckett
- Marcel Schwob
- Jeanette Winterson
- Unica Zurn
- Clive Barker
- Robert Aickman
- Georges Perec
- Giselle Prassinos
- Franz Kafka
- Leonora Carrington
Not to be melodramatic but it is a genuine tragedy that this book is not a classic of both modernist and lesbian literature. Yes it was only printed in 560 copies but Emily Dickinson was printed in none copies so that's not a fully sufficient reason. But really Barney and her circle of pre-WW2 feminist lesbians has been pretty erased historically despite their prominence at the time, which again is something of a travesty. Well, we can undo that so read this dang book.

Anyways, this is an absolutely extraordinary novel. It is a poetic, misty, painful, remarkably beautiful piece of writing that is distinctly modernist, certainly, but also should probably be considered a late Symbolist novel more than anything. Barney's style is so poetic and amorphous, blending together poetry, narrative, and leaps of mystical philosophy, that it feels like a predecessor to Clarice Lispector and Ingeborg Bachman which, if you know me, is a massive complement. It is also refreshing reading something from this period that is profoundly, openly, passionately queer, genderweird, plural, and polyamorous, without any plausible deniability such as a vestigial male love interest.

This book is many things. It is a prose poem about life, death, and love. It is an exploration of the internally fractured identity and its complex relationship with the body that still marks queerness. It is a passionate argument for feminist queer polyamory. And it is also, at its roots, a bittersweet story about the way death and the past are constant specters for queer people in a way they aren't for straights. A remarkable piece of work, please read it if you are invested at all in classic queer fiction.
You know, I was a little nervous about returning to Lispector. Reading Agua Viva and Hour of the Star in my early 20s changed my life and I was worried that now 8 years later I'd be less spellbound somehow. Nope. This is one of the best books I've read and the best Lispector I've read yet. I don't want to deliver a review or rather, I don't know that I can. This book even more than her other works is very explicitly a work of theology as much as philosophy. Not just because she uses the word God a lot, but because of the way it dives into this hyper-Spinozan universe and then spends its time deconstructing what it means to think of the world as the All, as G-d in an abstract (and, to me, very Jewish) sense. And as it turns out, confronting the All is absolutely horrifying and fundamentally impossible. But the impossibility is the point.

this is probably gonna be one that permanently changes my brain just like Agua Viva huh.
A wonderful, strange little book, a presentation of the memoir as a ghost story. Beautiful, cryptic, and emotionally complex all as it is haunting and unsettling. Really cool, I almost wish it was longer!
This book truly is perhaps the most archetypal possible example of fin de siecle literature, for both better and worse. On one hand it's unique, evocative, and textured. On the other it's dull, melodramatic to a near-comical level, and deeply misogynist. Ultimately, while I'm glad I read this as someone interested in this era of literature, I don't think it's nearly as gripping as, for instance, Marcel Schwob or Rachilde. Most dammingly, perhaps, is that while this book makes a big deal of Bruges as the central character, it doesn't feel like it does much interesting with that. Like yes, the city is grey and mirrors Hugues' despair. And that's kind as far as it goes, described in different ways, forever. Interesting for folks who care about this literary scene, but there are more interesting books from it.
This tiny little tragedy is an interesting piece in Schwob's oeuvre, as it's quite difficult for me not to read it as both a coda and rejoinder to The Book of Monelle, especially given Schwob was reportedly very frustrated at being primary known as the author of the latter. Like Monelle, this is a bleak, polyvocal tale of metaphysical child suffering. Here, though, it's vastly more nihilist. No longer do children, in their innocence and ephemeralness, exist to teach lessons or remind adults of something or bring other children to safety. Instead they exist purely as strange, innocent beings with terrible, senseless fates at the hands of adults and the uncaring cruelty of nature/G-d. Schwob mentions on the first page the disgust at people who cut up kids and put them on display to provoke sympathy and that absolutely is something I read as a critique of his own writing.

Also, interestingly, Schwob was (as far as I know) an assimilated Jew and there's a funny dynamic here where he has a sort of fascinated outsider perspective on both Christianity and Islam, but Judaism is completely missing.

All-in-all, a book that's very slight and thus doesn't have a huge impact, but which is a well-wrought tragedy and is particularly of interest for folks who care about Schwob as a writer writ large.

Note: This book is as weird about Islam and "the east" as you'd expect a book from a European about the crusades with white as the primary symbol to be.
A pretty awesome and singular weird fiction collection. Jean Ray reminds me almost of Robert Aickman in the degree to which his stories accrue strange details until reality itself falls away, but always in an allusive and strange way. He's quite a bit more pulpy though, so all hell tends to break loose in a way it doesn't for Aickman, and yet things remain unsolved... Credit also to all Wakefield's editions of Ray, which are exemplary even by their standards. Scott Nicolay's love and deep engagement with these books is delightful and he provides a huge number of explanatory annotations and an excellent afterword doing a little literary archaeology to situation Jean Ray in the tradition of weird fiction. Malpertuis may be Ray's best but, as Nicolay says, this book is a great pitch for Jean Ray deserving to be in the pantheon of weird fiction writers.

- The Horrifying Presence: More of a tone-setter than a full story, but the final nature of the beast and the way it kills is pretty neat. 3/5

- The End of the Street: A wonderful story, fragmentary, befuddling, and beautifully mournful. Nicolay points out that one of Jean Ray's signatures is that he tends to take a ghost story to where it would normally end and then take it into a further direction that both elaborates on and confuses the previous bit and this is one of the most fluid examples of that style. 5/5

- The Last Guest: A kind of stock ghost story structure for Ray, but not a bad one, and he is really a master at evoking the feeling of being utterly alone in the world. Isn't it interesting, by the way, that invisible monsters figure in every one of these stories? 4/5

- Duhrer, The Idiot: Now this is a Robert Aickman-type story. This thing is utterly enigmatic and deeply unsettling in a way that's difficult to explain. 5+/5

- Mondschein-Dampfer: A very fun twist on Faust with a really interesting ending that takes the story into a much more ambiguous and strange direction than you'd expect. 4/5

- The Gloomy Alley: ABSOLUTE FUCKING BANGER. I think this is absolutely one of the best weird fiction stories of all time and should be essential for anyone interested in the genre. Two perspectives on the same phenomenon turn out to be deeply connected but with a huge outside logic that we never have access to. 5+/5

- The Mainz Psalter: Not quite as good as the previous novella, but still a great time. This one plays with a really fun genre shift, where it starts off as an adventurous pulpy sailing tale and progressively falls apart into chaos and confusion. "We bowed our heads before the Holy Word, and we gave up trying to understand" could be the tagline for this whole collection. 4/5
The postmodern/experimental detective stori is kind of its own form with a pretty distinct history, stretching from weird fiction and Agatha Christie through Paul Auster and Twin Peaks to the present day. Well, this might be the best entry in this subgenre I've read. Vacated Landscape is a novel that I can best describe as "impressive," as the degree to which it pulls everything off really blows me away.

Firstly, the structure of this book is really interesting, Gormley is spot-on when he describes it as both a mobius strip and a fractal. The themes and narrative style of the novel echo through doublings and scalings-up-and-down. It feels as if you can look at the story from any level and angle and find that interpretation reflected infinitely through the rest of the story. Adding to this is Lahougue's excellent prose, which is both evocative and very funny, as our narrator hems and haws and writes incredibly convoluted sentences that read like a parody of Proust. Which, of course, reflect the larger structure of the novel.

Secondly, this book feels like it has a much deeper engagement with themes of reading, writing, and desire than similar works. The protagonist is an editor (of children's books) and this mean that the novel is less about what it means to write and more about what it means to edit, to seek to perfect a narrative, and so on. So many of the doublings and reflections in this book are through varying levels of incompleteness - such as two identical houses, one of which is ruined, or miniature reproductions of paintings displayed in another city. Through this we're given this really ambivalent, complicated meditation on how you can engage with incompleteness and perfection, narrativization and humanity. In fact, one of the more mundane readings of this book is that it's essentially about a man ruining his life because of his inability to think of people as people instead of as characters that point to a higher truth.

That brings me to the thing that really surprised me and is one of the elements that pushes it to five stars: it's a lot less weird about women than most stories of this sort. Very common in postmodernism, especially of the mystery kind, is the child-woman or madonna-whore sort of character. A woman who, in her womanly naivete, her sexuality, her innocence, whatever, is a lead into a truth that the male protagonist with all his cultural baggage can't access by himself. As I said in my review of Book of Illusions: the idea that women are a sort of lever to help men get their lives together. In this book it feels like Lahougue tackles this mindset quite directly. The second half of the book is highly concerned with the protagonist's love affair with an odd woman. However, instead of her helping him access something he can't, it all falls apart at the attempt. The narrator tries to get all the mysteries and fears of the story to coalesce in the identity of his girlfriend and the result is that it ruins their relationship as he becomes more and more obsessed with the answers she represents, instead of the person she is. It's cool and very refreshing.

And, as icing on the cake, the ending is absolutely killer - another thing this genre tends to struggle with. This book blew me away and I really hope more Lahougue makes it to English.
Jean Lahougue's Vacated Landscape is an awesome little novella. It's one of them metaphysical detective stories a certain vein of French nouveau roman guys love and one of the better ones I've read. The thing that I really like about it so far is that it's about reading and stories in a really strikingly complex way. There are a lot of these kinds of books about stories, going back to Beckett's Molloy (which I'm shocked the afterword doesn't mention as an influence, there's even a Detective Morand here to echo Beckett's Detective Moran). Vacated Landscape, though, the protagonist is an editor, not a writer, and that's important. The book feels less concerned with what it means to tell a story, to engage with fiction, to realize that there's never answers, and more interested in how we arrange a vast influx of information into a narrative for ourselves. The book is absolutely bursting with metaphors for itself and for narrative in a way that, as the afterword points out, is kind of fractal. The sentences are long and winding and filled with hemming and hawing. Everywhere the narrator goes, he is forced to think about how much of a narrative he should follow, how you're supposed to proceed step by step, etc etc. He visits a museum of utopias where it feels as if each category of utopia is a model of a kind of novel, but then he meets a woman and his embarrassing desire for her feels like it is presenting a contradictory model of narrative. After all, it's not that there's no narrative, it's that there's ten million billion of them and it's your job to figure out what you're supposed to do with that. It's all about desire, movement, and loops, you see.
my current primary project is an experimental horror novella called In The Abattoir. It is a weird fiction-type story that slowly spins out and dissolves, piling in a multitude of identities, narrators, and styles. It is about meat and blood and memory. Trauma and the utter inability to arrange your life in a way that makes sense. It concerns a man who arrives to stay at a very strange hostel. Or perhaps a woman who does the same. A man haunted by the ghost of his twin or of his own self or of something else entirely. A world sacrificing everything to the blood and guts that flow underneath it all.

Some primary influences would include:
- Jose Donoso - The Obscene Bird of the Night
- Samuel Beckett - The Unnamable
- Robert Aickman - The Hostel
- Susan Taubes - To America and Back in a Coffin
- Jean Ray - Malpertuis
- Marcel Schwob - The Book of Monelle
- Unica Zurn - The Trumpets of Jericho
- Edith Wharton - Kerfol
- Gene Wolfe - Book of the New Sun
- Maggie Siebert - Bonding
- Clive Barker - Books of Blood
Wakefield Press do a lot of good stuff, but in terms of "contributions to English literature" or whatever, the translation of Marcel Schwob's oeuvre might be the most important. He is a really singular, really powerful, really influential writer and I am glad to be able to properly read his work.

While The Man in the Golden Mask isn't quite as devastating as The Book of Monelle, it is very much of a piece with it. If Monelle could be said to establish a metaphysics of loss, this book forms a history of the same. Schwob's stories are largely odd little vignettes, coming off somewhere between historical anecdotes and folk tales, and they are cut through with an emotional struggle with loss, alienation, and death. In fact, while the back of the book defines these as cruel, the thing that is really striking is that they're kind of the opposite. No matter who he is writing, a knight or a thief or a witch or a dancer, Schwob is deeply empathetic towards them. His premise, to me, is that regardless of how good or bad of a person you are, death and loss comes for you, and it is both sad and beautiful that that is one of the great shared experiences of humanity. This is especially notable to me in the post-decadent and symbolist scene, which could often be intensely cruel for the sake of transgression.

I won't do the usual thing of talking about each story individually. They are all very short and, like Monelle, give the impression of this book being one unified Thing, more than a collection of disparate stories. I will list some of my favorites, though: The King in the Golden Mask, The Terrestrial Fire, The Faulx-Visaiges, The Milesian Virgins, The Talking Machine, The Flute, The Blue Country, Bargette (included in The Book of Monelle as "The Disappointed").

A powerful and striking book from a unique writer. Should be essential if you're into turn-of-the-century literature, Symbolism, or Surrealism.
I hate to be disappointed by this collection, but I really am. The first story is absolutely devastating, an ideal example of how to write dreamy semi-surreal fiction with huge emotional heft. The rest of this book (five more stories and two essays) have their moments but largely lean way too far into sentimentality, self-aggrandizement, and vague misogynistic tedium. A lot of comparisons to Calvino, Borges, and Proust come through and I don't wish to be unnecessarily mean, but a lot of time these writings feel like the work of those three with insight replaced by sentimentality.

- Requiem For Bread: This piece brings this book up a whole star-rating by itself. It is beautiful and emotional, but with a soft hand that never overplays itself. 5+/5
- An Archbishop's Flight: Nostalgia that isn't really up to anything but has some pleasant images. 2/5
- Cherepish: A story that feels pretty heavy-handed in its turn to tragedy at the end, but I appreciate the slowly developing pace and the general conceit. 3/5
- In the Horse's Eye: A particularly Borgesian story in both its interest in language and its weirdness around indigeneity. I like the way he ties the conceptual into the emotional here. 4/5
- The Palace of Emptiness: Both boring and misogynist, like the least interesting parts of the decadent movement. 1/5
- The Cathedral of Mist: Quite pretty and with some vaguely interesting thematic content, but ultimately still a bit too gauzey and nostalgic for my taste. 3/5
- Reading: Every day I am more convinced we need to stop letting writers write about reading and writing. Tedious, smug, and, outside a few moments, almost entirely lacking in insight. 1/5
- Writing: Better than reading as it feels like Willems has actual thoughts here, though I don't find them terribly interesting for the most part. 2/5
A weird little curio for sure. An extremely odd novel from 1910, appreciated by Benjamin and Scholem, that's somewhere between gothic horror, detective farce, and psychoanalytic drama. It's not fully satisfying - I actually think the second section is too short - and the ending twist and resulting philosophy fall a little flat on me and how I think about things. But! It's a quick read and both thought-provoking and fun, I am glad I read it.
its pretty funny that every time Andre Breton encountered something he liked he'd be like "this is the best thing anyone has written since Maldoror!"
Wakefield's edition of her early story collection, The Arthritic Grasshopper, is excellent even by their standards, with cool original art and a great introduction about Prassinos in relation to the sexist surrealist milieu by Bo Ruberg of all people.

the thing that strikes me with her earliest stories, which she started at 14, is how imagistic they are. People reading often comment on how full of non-sequiturs and narratives that don't make sense, but that's because they're not narrative. It's like Prassinos is writing ekphrasis of non-existent Varo pieces and viewed in that light I think her writing isn't all that difficult to parse, which certainly doesn't mean it's not really interesting.
It's always refreshing to read weird fiction that's truly WEIRD, as opposed to just about strange things happening. Jean Ray's major novel delivers a particularly strange haunted house story, one that increases in surrealism and metaphysics until it ends up taking apart the whole genre and rebuilding it into something else. Ray's language is also wonderful, coating the house in dripping shadows and flickering lights, and his agility of tone between parody, disorientation, and genuinely scary stuff is really impressive. An absolute banger, though probably not for everyone.
when Gabrielle Wittkop said "At heart, I'm a Neanderthal who loves Proust" thar was so fucking reql
what if my project for the rest of the year was just collecting/reading as many wakefield press books as i can
A book of genuinely inexorable power. What begins as a series of cryptic commandments unfolds into a grand metaphysical tragedy of loss and, above all, of the way in which the suffering of little girls and the destruction of childhood props up the adult world of certainty and pain. In the end, the ultimate tragedy of adulthood is the inability to let go.

As per usual with Wakefield Press, an excellent edition of an obscure and special book, well-translated and with a fantastic afterword.
The Book of Monelle engages a lot with the kind of stuff i tend to complain about in surrealist and proto-surrealist texts, in terms of the idealization of an innocent woman as this sort of grand philosophical muse and symbol, but the thing is it delves so deeply into some of the thoughts around this that it ends up feeling like a metaphysics of suffering girlhood, a symbolic system where the core is that young women suffer and the rest of society dwells on their backs. and while there's plenty of feminist analysis to bring to that, it's a lot more *interesting* than most things in this dimension and a lot more generative for me to think about. according the afterword Schwob was someone who collaged a lot and reinterpreted texts and that's also very interesting to me

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