Jul. 1st, 2025

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Jul. 1st, 2025 02:21 pm
my name is Miriam Iscah Gelb. I am a trans Jewish writer who lives in the so-called United States. This will be my rambles journal, particularly involving me arranging my thoughts on literature, especially modernism, postmodernism, and horror.

you can look at what i'm reading on LibraryThing.

people always talk about Waiting for Godot as this existential waste, which it is, but it's a really charming one, and they don't talk about that part so much. if only we could be so lucky to be trapped in the void with our best friend who's kind of annoying but goddammit we don't know what we'd do without him!

the thing about Beckett, or how i read him, is that there's a difference between an absurdist and a nihilist. if the question is "why do humans keep doing things even though it doesn't matter?", then it is a question asked with affection, the same affection you feel towards a particularly old dog who still tries to run to dinner even though her legs can barely carry her.

even The Unnamable, possibly the most straight-up nightmarish Beckett work, ends with the above phrase. Beckett does not champion the human impulse, but he doesn't really denigrate it either. more so, he thinks it's odd and funny and is curious what exactly is going on there. his work is an investigation of peeling away layers of the person only to find more layers and more words and more perception and, like all good investigation, that requires a genuine interest in the thing you're investigating, not just a desire to prove that it's useless.

Nohow On
i am reading The Obscene Bird of Night by Jose Donoso

i have been reading The Obscene Bird of Night for my entire life

i have been reading The Obscene Bird of Night for a month

i am a third of the way through The Obscene Bird of Night

it is impossible to finish The Obscene Bird of Night

The Obscene Bird of Night is one of the best books i've ever read

The Obscene Bird of Night is so grotesque i have to look away

stories are withing stories are within perspectives within stories within corridors and labyrinths and voices and perspectives and identities and stories and stories and stories

every thing i write could be contained within the halls of The Obscene Bird of Night

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